So here I am.   Writing about losing weight.  AGAIN.

The truth is I've been or felt overweight since I was around 14.  There have been times in my life that I've been able to lose some or a lot but inevitably I've gained it all back and added pounds.

Currently I weigh around 240 pounds.  I'd like to lose around 100 of those.  Of course I'd like to do that by eating chocolate cake, lol.

And that is really the heart of my problem.  I don't mind exercise.  I don't tend to make a lot of time for it but when I do I don't mind it at all.  I'm not a particulary lazy or sluggish person.  All of my weight problems boil down to food.  I love food.  I love cooking and baking and eating.

But I am tired of being overweight.  I'm annoyed that H&M has nothing in my size.  I'm unhappy that I'm embarrassed to go the pool. I hate that it takes 3 pieces of pizza to make full instead of 2.

So here I am.  Writing about losing weight.  AGAIN.